2024 January


Making and being

Back to the drawing board it seems. Why do I have to start from zero every time? 

In 2023, I convinced myself that I had let go of ambitions and that it made me happier. Now I am not so sure. 

I need to rewind a bit to the moment I had a clear vision of structure ahead of me. Pick up from there and create that structure.










Some random ideas:

NOT FOR SALE sign/painting

something with batteries
Long chain of batteries

Something about the chain of art, sources, inspirations, appropriations

Something about whiteness.
Reread Baldwin

The light and the dark
Associations we have and confront ourselves with them

Who’s money
who’s land
Who’s air
Who’s water

Our money
Our land
Our air
Our water

Money won’t buy you back your soul.
Bob Dylan

MONEY
I DON’T HAVE
TIME
FOR MONEY

YOU WANTED INTERNET SO YOU COULD KNOW EVERYTHING
AND YOU CHOSE NOT TO KNOW
WHEN THE KILLING

THE KILLING
LOOK AWAY

NOTHING TO SEE HERE

I DON’T TAKE SIDES

IT’S COMPLICATED

Martyrs
ISR deaths - few 
PAL deaths - many
Video scroll all names, just different colors

LANDGRAB
a mouth with a balled up map stuffing it


BURNING MAP
Map cut up an stuck back together

What kiefer does, with scale and without the trickery and thick paint. 












HOLY WAR

WIN THE WAR

LOST

GOLD (anything mined)
OIL

ENVISION

Uprising by boycot
Do less
Work less

Re-Distribute

What does that look like?
All the things Jeff Bezos could do.

Re-greening, Re-wilding, 

What do people really need. Keep the list short. How can we reduce transport and physical international trade. Intellectual international trade. 

 
CAN
THEY
TELL?



WE
CAN
TELL



told you so


MAKE IT ALL
JUST START

maybe start with car dents and details

Get back into painting

GET an assistant

To do a dangerous thing with style is art

I have seen dogs with more style than men although not many dogs have style

I’ve men in jail with style

Style if a difference 
a way of doing

Bukowski










What we see with local journalism in Gaza. We can learn most from the opressed because the oppressor is disinformed, due to lack of interest. 

Turn the camera’s away from the western model. The art world is leading the way in that sense. Referencing to non-white narratives and identities.


Reflections:

Reflect things in shiny reflecting buildings
- fire, burning cities, bombed cities
- water, ocean, raging or still
- desert
- broken windows, abandoned buildings, bombed
- plane crash, bomb falling
- tanks, armies, 
- people distorted
- cars

Reflections in water
- things morphing into another


Polititians and suits:

Suits, shaking hands, no faces, just haircuts, hands on shoulders, personal gestures, zoom in, just a moutt, just a smirk. Many hands, many smirks, just eyes etc. 

Skeletons, all animals.

Dead inside.
Cannot be killed.

Cars. replacement for a person. A life form. 


80’s electronics:
When the future was cool.

LOOK AT US NOW

LOOK AT YOU
ALL GROWN UP

IT HAS ALREADY HAPPENED

IT IS HAPPENING AGAIN



OVER
MY
DEAD
BODY